number changing~~

soli frenz for any confusing..
due to the hotlink youth club package was so attractive,
it offer 1 cent for message to any maxis or hotlink number,
so i decided to ask mannee to buy the number 4 me...

so now i still got two number
(1)digi: 010-2944280
(2)hotlink: 017-6470171

心里话。。

其实，哥去英国，
送行的那一天，超想哭，
第一次被他抱在怀里。。。

他一转身，我看见了。。。
妈妈，不停的擦拭眼泪；
佩璇姐，也忍得好辛苦，变得沉默；
而我，
脑里开始出现和他的画面，
从小时候，
打架骂架，
我们一起帮妈妈庆生的日子。。

记得有一次，
他误会了我，
他叫我帮他洗东西，
我答应了，可是刚起身要洗时，
他回来看见了，
就误会说我为了敷衍他。。
心好难过。。。。。。。。。。

有一次他出门，
跟我说了一句活，
让我好感动，
“妹，我出门了，你好好看家哦。。”
他一走，我的眼泪瞬间落下。。。。

他走了，
虽然不是很长时间，
但总觉得家里少了些什么，
我想这就是血浓于水吧！！！
平时他总在你身旁，
一旦不在了，
又开始想念了。。。。

我想，
我的家开始改变了，
心理的渴求：
每个人看见我的改变，
会觉得耶稣你真是个好东西，
让我妹/女儿改变了。。。
好想一家人一起服事。。。
但我知道，
要从我开始，
我必须学习建一座坛给神。。。。

Batu Caves Field Trip（22/08）

FULLY EXHAUSTED！！！
Never been to such difficult caves to do adventure..
like never before have to do expose to snake, cockcroach and others...
sumore i most scare of all these creatures...
in my heart was whispering to Him:
pls protect me, God!!!!
How la!!! God!!! can i go into the hole？
All kinf of questions came to my mind...
till i really experience fatigue,
and got no extra energy to think about it....

another thing is about the crawling matter,
how come only me among 39 people cannot go in?!!
wooo....i want expeience the same thing wif everyone...
so i tell joe(the guide):
wait for me for another two years,
i will be back!!! And i muz get into the hold!!!
haha...dunno can do it or not de....keke

still there are a lot of fun inside there,
the spirit of teamwork , cooperation, tolerate are needed...
and thx for all the guys for helping the gal in this adventure trip,
without you all gal will be quite susah lo....

i enjoy tis trip la...
really hope next time can go again and get into the hole...

finally, i threw my skul shoes..keke ^_^
P.S: kheng aik said his mum will be veli happy since she asked him to throw it away long time ago...

新声音，新感觉，不同的感动

平凡。。

一张张的面孔，走在路上，
或许没有人会多望一眼，
但心里面仍然很踏实，
因为有你爱我，那就足够了。。。
真的，我很满足了。。。

Who am i,
tat i really dunno the purpose of my life,
my future is undecided,
my family bond still not enough strong,
i am not the best of all,
not the prettiest,
not a favourite person..

YET，YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH....

Your hand lany on me,
comfort me,
encourage me,
strengthen me,
and the bonding between me and family...

I am just an ordinary gal,
because You love me,
I become SPECIAL...

form 6-fun yet difficult

FUN-
because everyone like a family...
1. supporting, sharing, concerning, helping each other..
2. sumore my dear class L6B is such a nice class...
3. sometimes making jokes with pn.wong(chem teacher)pity her..haha...being locked outside the class...she is such a wonderful and understanding teacher...
4. pn.see also popular..especially the micheal jackson joke..forever i remember her.....
5. my dearest angels- siu jeen and win zee...friendly and helpful angels...
and win zee, i am not always doing maths...so dun worry...haha..
6. my cf gang- happy to meet them(chia lit, ester, nat, tim, hui en, jun hong,...)
thx chee yan, chia lit, nat always giving advice and show ur concern...veli touch....
7. all the lower six and my classmate, all crazy ppl...including myself....haha
......................................................................

DIFFICULT-
1. maths work is like daily devotion liao...
2. bio a lot of things to memories, sumore got test...
3. chem!! totally different wif form 5....susah daripada bio o...
4.pa- no comment...gadoh nice story line.....thx for mohd ali....
5. hard to get pose...haiz....my koko die liao lo.....wonder i get the offer to uni....
........................................

yet.....i enjoy form 6 life, enjoy meeting new fren, enjoy everything.....
skul life is my most joyful time.......

weird~~abnormal~~

oh no...feel like unable to control my emotion anymore...
the feeling of being betrayed make me really hurt...
till i really need 200% extra energy to forgive
and build my confidence towards them...
God...pls soften my heart...help me in the effort for forgiving...
i know i can't do much....
but still i believe wif Christ everything is impossible....
i do everything just to hear You say well done....

tis minute i can be talkative and friendly
but next minute will like a death person no voice no emotion...
i really need some time...
though i know you all love me, my fren.....
wanted to stop all my doubt in tis moment......

p.s: wat had happened to me??