不知道

不知道！！
不知道！！！！
我好像真的什么都不知道。。。。
被蒙在鼓里的感觉
一点都不好
永远最后一个知道事情
心里从来不说
可我发觉自己真的讨厌
做个傻瓜的感觉
是不是我被挂上了不被信任的牌？
家人是这样
朋友也是这样
突然间想到那个
被挂在十字架的耶稣
竟然在他行了那么多神迹后
没有人愿意相信他
神啊
我开始明白了。。。。。。

假期点滴^_^

有点对不起自己，
说好了一天至少要6个小时的温习，
我一分钟也没做到。。。
最对不起神。。。。

我发觉，
我的假期真的没有一次
是安安乐乐在家里的
是好事？还是坏事？
我真的不知道
但可以确定一件事
一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴啊！

不过，
过得蛮开心
以及充实的
至少跟U6B又有进一步的关系
真的。。。。。
活了十八年
最开心就是这一班
虽然很多问题
但是大家愿意摊开来说
朋友之间不就应该是这样的吗？
没有太多猜测，
只有互相勉励，
互相扶持

参加了教牧研讨会
领受很多
希望我真的能带着那把火
继续服侍神。。。。。

happy birthday to u!!!

hey..it has been around three years we became sibling..
hehe...anyway though u won't see this yet
wanna wish u happy birthday!!!
生日快日！！！my lovely bro!!!



wish you always be happy
have a prosperous and cheerful birthday ya!!!

Happy again ^_^

fri is the public holiday

but my holiday will never end up in home this year

today after celebrating birthday wif mei wah

we go snow flake to enjoy the dessert..

hmm...yummy~~

and i finally celebrating birthday for her after 18 years frendship

wor..guilty la..>.<

then followed by discipleship and fellowship wif meilin jie

long time din talk deeply wif my spiritual leader

always being encouraged and get aspiration from her

because of the spirit of God she presents to us

finally express out all my sadness,weakness,problem...

my heart feel better now

and the most reason i happy is i have put down him

which coz i can't really 100% focus on God

Things seem to be easier when i commit to God

i said to God: "God, if he is the one, give me some confirmation".

finally one day

a feeling like God sound told me:

"daughter, he is not the one, he is not the best choice i prepare for you".

thank God i did!

now i can have a new beginning

to do well in my studies

to serve the Lord wif my full force and whole heartedly...

Praise the Lord....

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exam coming..

yaya...
seriously i haven get ready myself
i know where my standard can go...
wif my slight effort it is impossible to achieve my dreeam to get 4 flat...
juz read the newspaper
asked jason and ben their result
and my angel jeen and win zee
i know i reali need to work veli hard....
now have to do studies for every 8 hours everyday like jeen said...
haiz...no regret..
coz i already choose this path...
though it look like diverge road..
but i believe God will lead me through this circumstances.....
Work hard Feiching!!!
juz one year...pls stay still...

Father Lord
i know i am a little bit late
but i pray tat wif the wisdom u grant me
i can overcome tis difficulf time
and your blessing is waiting for me
Guide my way
so tat i won feel lost
and i could have the courage and aspiration to walk down tis road
As wat Your word said before
"Ask and you shall receive"
Bless my future as it belong to You
i believe You have a great plan in my life
Thank you Lord
In Jesus name i prayed
Amen....

痛 *@*

是不是我给你的压力太大
大到你不愿面对
要用逃避的方式来解决
如果是这样
放心我会离得远远的

再一下吧！
让我完全的死心吧!
太多的舍不得。。。。

Mission trip to Gua Musang话望生

第一次出这么远的mission
紧张，兴奋，期待， 不安的心情。。
90个人，
年轻人（14-21）岁居多，
接着是家长和其他。。。
来自不同的背景
不同的信仰

第一天
真的很累哦。。。
早上8点
jason和meng yee到我家
我才刚刚睡醒
真不好意思呐！！！
5个半小时的路程，还真不简单。。
去坐pastor meng的车，
一直要跟他说话，
让他不会睡着。。。。

半个小时可以绕一圈的村落
等一份KFC快餐竟然要上一小时，
这样的快餐你敢吃吗？
方圆百尺，找不着一间华人餐厅
最终用了每个人大约6令吉来换一份马来nasi ayam...
Gua Musang还真便宜啊~~~
宣教真是打战，
休息的时间有限，
有时反而成了准备时间。。。

一切都很顺利，
大家彼此帮助，填补对方的不足。。
大家都很主动
去跟每一个新朋友打招呼
就像圣经描写的哥林多教会的光景一样
荣耀归于神
全是神的帮助。。。。

感谢神
有五个人信主
在话望生来讲是一个神迹
就让这次的经验
带领我继续走前面的道路
虽然会很辛苦
但我信靠你。。。