健忘症

人
都很健忘。。

健忘症候群（一）：回到过去
丢弃了的想法
又把它从新捡回来
还不时像个定时炸弹
提醒你它的恐怖性

明明知道是没有帮助
只会让你再次跌倒  
搞得遍体鳞伤
可却不愿割舍。。

健忘症候群（二）：紧记应许
成长路途中 
总有许多中途下车的念头
面对攻击评论时
一不小心就沉不住气
变成火山爆发

再不然   索性不想干了

往往忘了最重要的观众  是你

健忘症候群（三）：数算恩典
大大的错误
就是每次忘了    他的祝福
忘记了
因着他的恩典和恩宠
让我蒙保守

庆幸的是

还有耶稣这个帮助

这个深深地依靠

让出他的肩膀让你安然休息。。

伸出他温暖的手

来填补那腐烂的伤口

不会在你的伤口上撒盐

唯一会做的    就是在你的身边

静静的    看着你舔舐伤口

悄悄做着修复的工作

歌词：

帮助我   更多的祷告

帮助我   更深的依靠

单单相信你     深深敬畏你

一生      要跟随你

Be My AUDIENCE 4ever~~~ <3<3<3

-----IDEAL valentine-----

Someone waitin to see my post.. lol.. here i come..XD










2012, yes guess wat!? I'm still single.. KEKE.. I guess I'm not the only one.. :P

but somehow, thinking the ideal valentine's day I want.. ahha.. so just post for fun ok??

First, get a BF la of cozzz!! .......

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TO-DO-LIST:
1. Breakfast 2gether! Xd
2. Fetch me to skul and bac from skul (If skul is ON)...
3. Plan a 邂逅 of our own memories of meeting each other
4. Go for lunch.. den go for Desert (Creme Brule/Chesse Cake/Snow ice)
5. Movie (optional)
6. Share a pack of snack
7. Use a LOMO camera to capture the memories
8. Write a valentine note to each other
9. 大头贴！！！
10. Choose a small gift to each other
11. Dinner time- BEST if he cook on own..(quiet place is preferred)
12. Meet up with few best fren to share the happiness.
13. Short deep talk session.. share every feeling..
14. Send me home.....XD
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ahha.. THe End..x)

Nothing but boring.. ahaha... Simple is the Best actually......

Love letter to My Dearest VALENTINE.................................

Dear Jesus, thank you for your faithful and unfailing love..
I so glad that I've knew you for more than 5 years.. We meet in 2006 and now edi 2012..
And, We r still 2gether...
You are my best fren, spiritual partner and listener..
Always listen to my problems and complains in life, leads me on whenever I am weak, be comforter and lend me ur shoulder when i felt sad and emotional down...
TQ for given me the best of urs..
In the future, we will still stick together until the day You come again....
I'll love u no matter how many challenges I need to overcome and breakthrough in my life..

I will sing of Your Love 4ever~~~ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>CHING>>>>>>>>>>
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Anyway, Happy Valentine EVERYONE!!!!!!

Love regards, Ching <3<3<3

Promise

My lou sei... Ms.J text me..

J: " Dear, I'm fulfilling my promise.."

Me: "What promise?"

J: "I'm in the relationship.... but still not very stable.."

Me: "Serious!? Tell me.. Faster.."

J: "Haven stable.. Tell u soon la.. Busy a bit a... talk ltr.."

Me: "Cannot..=) "

J: (saying the previous sentences)...

Me: (whispering).. "Great.. dun wan to tell me.. who is Him a??"

Great, feiching.. u din even go and search for it.. And ur lovely fren edi one of them.. Arrr~~~~ God... I tot still alot like me.. Now i seem to be the minority... How great....>.<

She is a masculine gal ,but end up stepped into relationship earlier than me.. wao..
Suddenly tis song pop into my mind...

2nd SEM~~ 2012

Baru 2nd sem.. but i edi tired in mentally and physically..Need to get bec to my public transport life.. Especially everyday 6am in the morning.. It gonna kill me!!!!

2012, I thought it would be..
-easier life of year
-started with good cgpa
-everything well-planned

Somehow, when i open my lappy~~ oh dear... many planning to do..

**Uni life:
Last sem, mms 3.0 BUT eng 4 business C+.. It pulled my grade to 2.65.. CUPCAKE.. So this sem, i'm gonna work veli hard to boost it UP!!!! Guess wat.. I'm a trouble finder.. Always find troubles.. Always agree den onli start to think HOW ar?? Signed up for UTAR 10th AnniversaryFund Raising Committee.. and i realized it gonna last for half year till JULY 2012.. "good".. One week need to join meeting twice times.. One with main commitee and another with the diploma "kids"... I can start to imagine.. "my life"....

**CG:
Well, great MIRACLE for God.. Within one day, God make revival in the cell.. Members doubled up.. Just tat my FEAR had came out all of sudden.. It's time to take up the challenge?? maybe....... I claimed tat I scare till i ever think of quit the ministry..

After experiencing non-stop marathon serving in church, yesterday nite i was floaty and fizzing...Ended up lying on the sofa, till cant woke up tis morning.. just felt so sorry today.. All my emotions showed up..

Seriously, i dunno how to organise my time d somehow..
Things to do:

1. Mon: class from 8am- 5pm..
   
2. Tue: 8am class, visitation (catholic), meeting, sometimes practice
3. Wed: class from 8am to 4pm
4. Thurs: class from 8am-12pm, 2 hours break planned for visitation (taman Sea), 2pm continue class.., tuition class 8-10pm...
   
5. Fri: Visitation to Bukit jelutong..
6. Sat: (Morning)sel. dtg... all equipping class (Afternoon): Join vocal group, P&W, Service ( nite time) practice....
7. Sun: Service, practice, meeting, bible class....

(FULLY PACKED)...... Well.......

那些年：
Good start from the beginning of year.. Great to hear tat Taman Sea enjoy with us.. Now got 4 groups in cell.. How to lead them le??? hpmh... I think PRAY is the solution...

Oh Lord.. I luv your words today.. The ministry or CG is not mine.. But Yours.. So you'll sure tc of it pls.. Give me the anointing and strength... You're the God of Victory and Wisdom.. All i need to do is rely on you... May i be your vessel just like David.. i can ocercome all my obstacles... all the failure.. all the disappointment.. all the negative thinking...

YES I CAN!!! I can do anything through my Lord Jesus!!!

P-E-R-F-E-C-T-I-O-N-I-S-T

I'm not perfect...

no matter how hard i tried to be perfect..

I hope to care everyone feelings

but i couldn't..

the most i can do is to care about how You feel

You know i need You

Instead of rely on my own strength

I try make sure everything perfect

but the result came out always not perfect

Now how terribly i realize

Rely on Man. Human. Own power

The impact is still not powerful

AS FLOW BY YOUR POWER.....

give me some time

changes are faster than plan...
how should i react???
i tried my best really... realli......
give me some silent time pls.... i need u...Lord
oh pls.. i need miracle in my life....
confirmation... T.T

普通

“我没有你想象中那么坚强

我只是擅长用微笑去伪装

我没有你想象中那么勇敢

我偶尔也会慌。。。。。”



六年来

第一次的心力交瘁

可怕的念头

之前的跌倒 软弱 气馁

却不至于像现在

想离开一阵子

做个普通人

做普通的事

犯普通的错

而不像现在

逃避，勉强，担忧，彷徨，无助。。。。:(

东西坏了 可以维修

火灭了 可以在点燃

人的心死了 还能重生吗？？


原来，安静的自己是如此可怕。。。。