Sunday, October 30, 2011

moment of silence

I knew her two weeks ago...
She is a very hardworking, brave and determined gal..
Last wed, we sat together for oral com..
The session where i always complain y almost perfect score.. but not perfect..
Well.. Actually i doing quite well with her although there are some comments and feedback about her... just feel tat tis gal she need Jesus badly..
Just fin from dinner with li, den we receive call.. She has passed away..
First question come to us, has she accepted Christ??
Anyway, life still need to go on..
Ya.. Challenge coming anytime, but am i ready for it?
have i equipped myself??
Dear lovely gal, rest in peace.. Will remember u~~

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Till when these have to be? @.@

Just wanna SHOUT it out..Leave me ALONE~~~
Tired...tired...and tired....
A question being asked: "Are you ready to face the challenges?"
I thought I were, but now i had no confidence to cross over it..T.T
Y all these comes together???
---Eng for business--
To deal with my confidence, I decided to take up this course which are giving out grades. I really want a good grade so badly. 1st week i went into class, 12 cats were sitting in it, ppl chosed to sit in their own formed group.. Year 1 sem 3... A group of seniors who never concern about your death or live. Sunday midnite, Chai Yuen texted me:"I've transferred course to GD. Tml I am not joining anymore."...Hmph, such a easy sentence came out from her..+.+...I tried to reform my little group with 2 ppl, Yew hsheng and a gal. In front of sir, she act nice to us. After all when i so hardly get my pc to form group in dropbox,next day without my permission she requested sir to transfer group. Although need permission of me, can I say "NO!" in front of sir?? Have u ever respect our rights?? The guy being transferred to my group was a senior who almost 90% comfirmed to quit course... Yet, what can I do?? Ended up, i used more than 12++ hours to finsh finding my ideal articles to be review. Thankful that Hsheng will consider my situation, a nice coursemate who willing reduce my burden and sent me come and go from bus stop. Well, better than none.....

---Media mass and society----
With full of excitement i expected something great from this course, end up same situation.. People keep dropping this course and quit.. All my friends gone... Even the only peacemaker,Chee Young.. What left behind is just my loneliness and fear.. I dunno how to cooperate with this extremely and over aggressive guy.. Tml is my first individual presentation.. Guess what, right now i typing my diary here with totally blank mind to figure out what to share tml...

Third same incident came, and I just did it to protect something.. ended up..
I will not use it for any uses..oh pls.. I just Get Over it.. I am tired being blamed... first time i can't speak to her because a sudden disappointment just came into my heart....

"These are the challenges you want me to work through it?"
"You sure I can fulfill it?"
"Can i press a "Pause" button?"

........................................................................THE END................

Sunday, October 23, 2011

异想天开。。

哈哈!
祷告的时候,脑海闪过一个画面,一个人像。。
早上8点,无故的起床,拿起圣经一口气读了一遍《使徒行传》,可能基于上星期的圣经课程,开始爱上保罗这个人的生命。开着SOP准备着“相信有爱,就有奇迹”的歌,竟然让我发现了一个让数百万人羡慕的这个Video!!
女主角是一个我满喜欢的SOP的领诗——鄭懋柔,拥有一把甜美的声音。。
***也特别献给11月即将迈入人生另一段旅程,我亲爱的"mama"恩。。。 呵呵 ^.^