P-E-R-F-E-C-T-I-O-N-I-S-T

I'm not perfect...

no matter how hard i tried to be perfect..

I hope to care everyone feelings

but i couldn't..

the most i can do is to care about how You feel

You know i need You

Instead of rely on my own strength

I try make sure everything perfect

but the result came out always not perfect

Now how terribly i realize

Rely on Man. Human. Own power

The impact is still not powerful

AS FLOW BY YOUR POWER.....

give me some time

changes are faster than plan...
how should i react???
i tried my best really... realli......
give me some silent time pls.... i need u...Lord
oh pls.. i need miracle in my life....
confirmation... T.T

普通

“我没有你想象中那么坚强

我只是擅长用微笑去伪装

我没有你想象中那么勇敢

我偶尔也会慌。。。。。”



六年来

第一次的心力交瘁

可怕的念头

之前的跌倒 软弱 气馁

却不至于像现在

想离开一阵子

做个普通人

做普通的事

犯普通的错

而不像现在

逃避，勉强，担忧，彷徨，无助。。。。:(

东西坏了 可以维修

火灭了 可以在点燃

人的心死了 还能重生吗？？


原来，安静的自己是如此可怕。。。。