Till when these have to be? @.@

Just wanna SHOUT it out..Leave me ALONE~~~
Tired...tired...and tired....
A question being asked: "Are you ready to face the challenges?"
I thought I were, but now i had no confidence to cross over it..T.T
Y all these comes together???
---Eng for business--
To deal with my confidence, I decided to take up this course which are giving out grades. I really want a good grade so badly. 1st week i went into class, 12 cats were sitting in it, ppl chosed to sit in their own formed group.. Year 1 sem 3... A group of seniors who never concern about your death or live. Sunday midnite, Chai Yuen texted me:"I've transferred course to GD. Tml I am not joining anymore."...Hmph, such a easy sentence came out from her..+.+...I tried to reform my little group with 2 ppl, Yew hsheng and a gal. In front of sir, she act nice to us. After all when i so hardly get my pc to form group in dropbox,next day without my permission she requested sir to transfer group. Although need permission of me, can I say "NO!" in front of sir?? Have u ever respect our rights?? The guy being transferred to my group was a senior who almost 90% comfirmed to quit course... Yet, what can I do?? Ended up, i used more than 12++ hours to finsh finding my ideal articles to be review. Thankful that Hsheng will consider my situation, a nice coursemate who willing reduce my burden and sent me come and go from bus stop. Well, better than none.....

---Media mass and society----
With full of excitement i expected something great from this course, end up same situation.. People keep dropping this course and quit.. All my friends gone... Even the only peacemaker,Chee Young.. What left behind is just my loneliness and fear.. I dunno how to cooperate with this extremely and over aggressive guy.. Tml is my first individual presentation.. Guess what, right now i typing my diary here with totally blank mind to figure out what to share tml...

Third same incident came, and I just did it to protect something.. ended up..
I will not use it for any uses..oh pls.. I just Get Over it.. I am tired being blamed... first time i can't speak to her because a sudden disappointment just came into my heart....

"These are the challenges you want me to work through it?"
"You sure I can fulfill it?"
"Can i press a "Pause" button?"

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