时间

“能不能给我一分钟的时间？。。。”

周董的歌， 细述着这仓促流失又无情的时间。

万事俱备，只欠时间。。

好了，抱怨时间完毕。 开工吧！  

P.s: Say Bye to my Hot Air Balloon Fair 2014. I will make it NEXT YEAR!!! :'(

了解

普通朋友，

对你半知半解，

对你的问题是敷衍了事。

好朋友/知己，

对你的事却百般了解，

在你最down时不需要话语，

却单纯是陪伴。 

上帝赐给我们“朋友”， 因为他知道我们独居不好，会有需要陪伴、倾述、

支柱的时候。

当你要倒下或失去方向时，好朋友会扶你一把再为你撑住半边天，让你看见曙光。

纯粹发表个人意见。

 卿，搁笔。

沉思

我不是你想象中那么坚强。




给我半天的时间，沉淀思考。




让我恢复过来。 :)
I need alone time. #AlonewithJesus#

limit

If u dun have the sincerity, please do not promise anything.

If u dun plan it, please dont tell me

If u dun wan to listen, just ignore but dont tell me u understand

If u wan to do something, just go ahead but not LIED to me

Hard to breath..

Living in a cage, when I could be out there?

I need some moment of silence..................

原地兜圈

2013年，大家好像都在冲刺。
内心泛起一阵涟漪，我都做干什么来了？

一句话，把里头的心思完全瓦解，感觉特别怪。。
            

很努力在作好儿女、组长、学生、朋友的角色，别误会！ 没有特殊环境。

小组：谢谢每个爱我的他们，让我觉得自己不是一个人在争战（特别：人身处异乡，却仍然记得我）

学业：感谢神进步了，迈进了3.0的世界，在大学生活的第一个A-,荣耀归于神；

人际关系：我还在学习，放风筝。没有办法满足每个人的需要，但我会尽我所能；

家人：越来越亲密；

财务：比上不足，比下有余。。。上帝明白我的需要，我深深感觉到他在为我预备！！

那到底什么在困扰我？寻找内心的答案，学习聆听内心的呐喊。。听听神要我做的。。

感恩！！！

----------------------T.h.e E.n.d-------------------------

征兆？？？

很久没上部落格了，刚刚才发现原来这里已经生蘑菇了。。　赫赫！

难得假日，我来扫扫灰尘吧！ 呼呼~~ 

 以前，主日聚会完了，最想做的事就是跟一班老油去玩。喝茶也好，看戏也罢，现在好像只想回家倒头大睡。。。

喜欢在家的感觉、闭关、休息，安静的躺在自己的安乐窝。。
这是不是岁月悄悄流逝的痕迹？？@.@
 啊~~ 不要啊 。。。 

Learn to obey

I must admit that being OBEDIENT is challenging, Especially when you have grew up...

I thought it wasn't so difficult but after all failure ya.. I must admit it..

Some incident i need stayed back till 1.30a.m. which is something terrible.. sleepless night and i have a course trip tml.. think i'll be fainted soon.. Seriously.. my mental told me to feel unsatisfied..

Sometimes i wish to back to live a normal life, going for normal social life, gathering, relaxing.. Although it is nearly Impossible.. It has been already one year in uni but i still feeling that i am out of that gang, just like during form six..

Maybe i am too exhausted to get to know people? Or busy filled my time for them? or different lifestyle?? But sometimes i wish to live as how they are...


Just keep thinking my previous first year of knowing Him, no burden, no hurts, no responsibility but serve Him wholeheartedly.. More compassionate towards the poors..  But slowly i have no feeling (sometimes maybe)..

Every week, people come and go..

I din even have chance to speak with them.. Isn't that should be a cg leader responsibility?? but i couldn't fulfill this.. I dunno their names, hobby, appearance... the norm is they know my name but full stop for it.. nothing much.. means i failed in building relationship with them..

If i exclude church and those friends gang would i have any extra friends to reach out? something i worry about it.. What would my life be? back to normal? worst? It is so unpredictable...

What is definition of purpose-driven life? even before u get to know someone u need a purpose? call everyone just to call them to church but no concern of their life? When quantity increase is the quality increase at the same time?

Sometimes, knowledge caused someone to be blind spiritually.. hard to believe, trust and obey.. Busy caused us to lost direction..

Is it possible to put comma before reaching full stop?

Lord, pls soften my heart.. I know I wasn't like this last time; I wonder since when the emptiness, hurts, disappointment substituted your love.. I need a breakthrough... And a vacation for break..