disappointed-give up-A new life

彻底的失望了，
知道自己的分量了，
他竟然一声道歉都没有，
我明白了，
当别人不珍惜你时，
我想我要更爱自己，
更依靠我的爱的源头。。。

Be still

cry? happy? give up?
i really dunno...
feeling sorry for today car wash..
i should arrange it more properly,
but i din manage to do it....
everything was messy and not well-prepared

A lot of comment...
someone: hai, u go at 12.50pm, then go bec on 1pm la...dun bother about it...
kh say: you a.. really...everything so mess up
py say: how can you like dat? u say "xxx" settle de...
sn: excuse me!! now late edi....
and i :.......................(Speechless).............
heart broken de...really...
sometimes ask myself
why dun i juz quit it?
just concentrate on studies or dun take so high pose la...
then no pressure no responsibility lo...

but i know i can't,
it is a special gift God give to me,
to do a special work.....
i know i need to train myself up to be a better person...
so i won't give up....

sorry everyone,
my leadership skill is poor..
i will try to improve de....
will try to arrange more well...

Yet, being thankful to all members and my classmates..
L6B,
you all are so supportive...
i really like this big family...

Thank you keh hau for ur help and advice,
Thank you kheng aik and chun hui teach us how to wash car,
Thank you timo for helping the water all around,
Thank you all the L6B guys.....

For girls,
you all lagi best,
do the work from 10-2pm,
thx for right after muet exam,
you all help to ask teachers for car wash,
do the car wash from 12noon till 2pm....

For other class gal guides,
thx for being so supportive,
although you all having exam,
yet so concern about the activities...

Thx to Miss Teoh,
give some recommendation to me,
so tat the activity can be successful,
although you also not much money,
still you are kind-hearted and faithful...

thank you for everyone,
who help in making the activity so successful....

Most important,
Thank the almighty God for leading me,
giving me strength and faith to fulfill this task,
without you,
i will become weak and easily down,
without you,
i might give up the work...
You be my saviour, comfort and shelter,
i can cry in Your shoulder.....
And be strong again to continue my journey
It's All Because Of You....

take a break~

親愛的阿爸天父，
感謝你引領我，
在這幾天的考試里，

我很軟弱，
但你必是我剛強壯但；
我不夠智慧,
但敬畏耶和華是智慧的開端;
我這條路不好走,
但你是我的幫助;

詩篇23章:
耶和華是我的牧者,
我必不至于缺乏,
..............................

《一生的倚靠》詞曲唱:趙治德

榮美的救主 我仰望你面
你聖潔真光充滿我生命
我找到自己 在你救恩計劃裡
我願用我全心 用我全力 來榮耀你

你是我一生的倚靠
你給我溫暖的擁抱
我只想永遠 愛著你 緊緊跟隨你
我一生因你而微笑
當你的靈將我環繞
我獻上自己 做活祭 一生服事你我的主

沒有任何事物 能改變我決定
或改變我的心
當你用愛觸摸 我空虛的生命
我已決定(X5)
我已決定永不離開你