Be still

cry? happy? give up?
i really dunno...
feeling sorry for today car wash..
i should arrange it more properly,
but i din manage to do it....
everything was messy and not well-prepared

A lot of comment...
someone: hai, u go at 12.50pm, then go bec on 1pm la...dun bother about it...
kh say: you a.. really...everything so mess up
py say: how can you like dat? u say "xxx" settle de...
sn: excuse me!! now late edi....
and i :.......................(Speechless).............
heart broken de...really...
sometimes ask myself
why dun i juz quit it?
just concentrate on studies or dun take so high pose la...
then no pressure no responsibility lo...

but i know i can't,
it is a special gift God give to me,
to do a special work.....
i know i need to train myself up to be a better person...
so i won't give up....

sorry everyone,
my leadership skill is poor..
i will try to improve de....
will try to arrange more well...

Yet, being thankful to all members and my classmates..
L6B,
you all are so supportive...
i really like this big family...

Thank you keh hau for ur help and advice,
Thank you kheng aik and chun hui teach us how to wash car,
Thank you timo for helping the water all around,
Thank you all the L6B guys.....

For girls,
you all lagi best,
do the work from 10-2pm,
thx for right after muet exam,
you all help to ask teachers for car wash,
do the car wash from 12noon till 2pm....

For other class gal guides,
thx for being so supportive,
although you all having exam,
yet so concern about the activities...

Thx to Miss Teoh,
give some recommendation to me,
so tat the activity can be successful,
although you also not much money,
still you are kind-hearted and faithful...

thank you for everyone,
who help in making the activity so successful....

Most important,
Thank the almighty God for leading me,
giving me strength and faith to fulfill this task,
without you,
i will become weak and easily down,
without you,
i might give up the work...
You be my saviour, comfort and shelter,
i can cry in Your shoulder.....
And be strong again to continue my journey
It's All Because Of You....