啊...上帝啊..
你知不知道我多紧张?!
整颗心好像要跳出来了...
第二次带,
紧张程度还是一样 =.="
怕怕~~~~~
感谢神，
你的恩典又让我过了一关..
可是，
过关是一回事，
你满意吗？
如果你不满意，
那我再怎么辛苦也没意思了.....
求你继续带领我，
这服事我不知道会走多远，
但是只要你还愿意给我机会的一天，
我就会抓着机会不放的咯...
我紧紧抓住你，我永远不放手....
下星期，
我又来了，
剩下两个星期，
唱到喉咙出血，
我都还要再唱....
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
First practice
Today is a special day, because it is the 1st time superkids team launched the praise and worship practice. Special thanks to Eric who willing to organised this practice spontaneously and took the risk of being scolded by leader.
At first, we all like the children without mentor. No drummer (dinner), no p.a men, no leader, all on our own... A pianist with a guitarist and three vocalist included two worship leaders..The practice was stucked there due to insufficient instrumental music and "mo qi"...So blur =.=
End up, the practice suspended with a volunteer, our guitarist request to pray. It is weird but at least we got to be alert in our ministry. Once again we all were reminded to serve our Almighty Lord with whole heartedly and right attitude. Lord, forgive us if there is anything which not pleased You..
Thank God, we might not be the best team withv excellant people or talents, but we had a commitment to God..We want make all children turn to Him, praise and worship Him and give glory to Him...
Lord, watch over this team. Remember all these ppl who willing to pay the price for Your kingdom. Althought everything might not go smoothly, but we need Your presence with us...
Matthew 6:33
"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
At first, we all like the children without mentor. No drummer (dinner), no p.a men, no leader, all on our own... A pianist with a guitarist and three vocalist included two worship leaders..The practice was stucked there due to insufficient instrumental music and "mo qi"...So blur =.=
End up, the practice suspended with a volunteer, our guitarist request to pray. It is weird but at least we got to be alert in our ministry. Once again we all were reminded to serve our Almighty Lord with whole heartedly and right attitude. Lord, forgive us if there is anything which not pleased You..
Thank God, we might not be the best team withv excellant people or talents, but we had a commitment to God..We want make all children turn to Him, praise and worship Him and give glory to Him...
Lord, watch over this team. Remember all these ppl who willing to pay the price for Your kingdom. Althought everything might not go smoothly, but we need Your presence with us...
Matthew 6:33
"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
Thursday, October 7, 2010
[玩笑]
有时候，东西玩久了就不好玩了；玩笑开大了也不好笑。
有些东西，不是一句对不起能了结，因为可能你不知觉造成了别人的伤害。
多几个钟头，不知道会发生什么事..一切在我手指的掌控下，不知道我们的关系会有什么变化.. 祷告我一觉醒来什么都忘了吧！
这不是第一次了，我累了，没力气再说了...
不要让我做这种事好吗？我会很痛苦的。。。祷告了半个钟，最后还是决定写了，可以想象我有多么的生气。>.< 我生气，不是因为玩笑；是视乎开玩笑的对象是谁，因为我在意你，朋友...倘若你不是我的朋友，我不会放在心上。正因为你是我朋友，我更加要对你坦白。我以为你知道我的底线在哪里。我还没有心理准备去面对这一切，我之所以用文字表达，是因为我还没办法去应对整个问题，你明白吗？
我在那个网站的原则很简单：“就是只写造就的字眼，其他不需要的就免了”
上帝啊，扩张我的境界，给我一颗怜悯的心，让我学会饶恕的功课...
以弗所书4：26 “生气却不要犯罪．不可含怒到日落”
后语:
如果你看到那段话，就会明白了..但是如果没有，那我希望在那时我已经克服了，并且可以坦然面对你，不戴着一丝不好的情绪，更不希望我戴面具面对你...
有些东西，不是一句对不起能了结，因为可能你不知觉造成了别人的伤害。
多几个钟头，不知道会发生什么事..一切在我手指的掌控下，不知道我们的关系会有什么变化.. 祷告我一觉醒来什么都忘了吧！
这不是第一次了，我累了，没力气再说了...
不要让我做这种事好吗？我会很痛苦的。。。祷告了半个钟，最后还是决定写了，可以想象我有多么的生气。>.< 我生气，不是因为玩笑；是视乎开玩笑的对象是谁，因为我在意你，朋友...倘若你不是我的朋友，我不会放在心上。正因为你是我朋友，我更加要对你坦白。我以为你知道我的底线在哪里。我还没有心理准备去面对这一切，我之所以用文字表达，是因为我还没办法去应对整个问题，你明白吗？
我在那个网站的原则很简单：“就是只写造就的字眼，其他不需要的就免了”
上帝啊，扩张我的境界，给我一颗怜悯的心，让我学会饶恕的功课...
以弗所书4：26 “生气却不要犯罪．不可含怒到日落”
后语:
如果你看到那段话，就会明白了..但是如果没有，那我希望在那时我已经克服了，并且可以坦然面对你，不戴着一丝不好的情绪，更不希望我戴面具面对你...
值得学习
John 1:48-51
"48Nathanael said to Him, "How do You know me?" Jesus answered and said to him, "Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you." 49Nathanael answered Him, "Rabbi, You are the Son of God; You are the King of Israel." 50Jesus answered and said to him, "Because I said to you that I saw you under the fig tree, do you believe? You will see greater things than these." 51And He said to him, "Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see the heavens opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man."
何等大的信心，他相信一切从耶稣所说的，没有一丝怀疑，值得我去学习。。。
神，我祷告我也要有如此大的信心，能够看见你奇妙的作为。。。
"48Nathanael said to Him, "How do You know me?" Jesus answered and said to him, "Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you." 49Nathanael answered Him, "Rabbi, You are the Son of God; You are the King of Israel." 50Jesus answered and said to him, "Because I said to you that I saw you under the fig tree, do you believe? You will see greater things than these." 51And He said to him, "Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see the heavens opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man."
何等大的信心，他相信一切从耶稣所说的，没有一丝怀疑，值得我去学习。。。
神，我祷告我也要有如此大的信心，能够看见你奇妙的作为。。。
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Encounter Him
Due to a cute person's request, I decided to post in english.
*Remarks: my eng not that pro...
As many know i am having important exam the end of year, but to be honest i din studied much. So onli left one and a half month to put my best foot forward, try to understand, memorize everything within these periods. The failure to take my last paper-maths T paper 2 coz me to lost mine trial result. >.<
This is the 1st time I phobia for exam after i fin took exam for 18 years... I was lost.. Lord, why am i here? what can i do? Can I leave? Why i kept on failed the subject? Many questions in my mind.. Lord I felt so useless and weak...
Today met my dear spiritual parent, thank you so much Jessie jie! I really had a great time wif her..although whole conversation ended up wif tears, but it is the tears of being moved and comforted.. She kept on telling me: " Dun encounter the world or yourself, but Encounter God","God is Bigger than your problem" and her own self experience...
Yeah, now only I realized I have no faith in You even thousand times i told people to "let go and let God". Lord, sorry that i kept rely on my own strength and wisdom, thank you for never letting me go,thank you for always been there for me, i know you still waiting for me to turn to You.
Here i am, Abba Father! Back to Your side, my sweetiest hug. My hiding place where i can pour out my fatigue, worries, upset..Your will is greater than my will, let Your will be done on me....
Zech 4:6
So he said to me, "This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: "Nor by might nor by power, but by my Spirit," said the Lord Almighty.
*Remarks: my eng not that pro...
As many know i am having important exam the end of year, but to be honest i din studied much. So onli left one and a half month to put my best foot forward, try to understand, memorize everything within these periods. The failure to take my last paper-maths T paper 2 coz me to lost mine trial result. >.<
This is the 1st time I phobia for exam after i fin took exam for 18 years... I was lost.. Lord, why am i here? what can i do? Can I leave? Why i kept on failed the subject? Many questions in my mind.. Lord I felt so useless and weak...
Today met my dear spiritual parent, thank you so much Jessie jie! I really had a great time wif her..although whole conversation ended up wif tears, but it is the tears of being moved and comforted.. She kept on telling me: " Dun encounter the world or yourself, but Encounter God","God is Bigger than your problem" and her own self experience...
Yeah, now only I realized I have no faith in You even thousand times i told people to "let go and let God". Lord, sorry that i kept rely on my own strength and wisdom, thank you for never letting me go,thank you for always been there for me, i know you still waiting for me to turn to You.
Here i am, Abba Father! Back to Your side, my sweetiest hug. My hiding place where i can pour out my fatigue, worries, upset..Your will is greater than my will, let Your will be done on me....
Zech 4:6
So he said to me, "This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: "Nor by might nor by power, but by my Spirit," said the Lord Almighty.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
简单和困难
这个决定
对我很困难
但对某些人
好像喝水一样简单
付诸于四年的心血、时间、泪水，
是个人的定义不同？
还是他们没有经历过？
我相信领袖的决定
这也是我服事他们的原动力，
当初的一句话，
“以后他们就是带领另一半青少年的。 ”
上帝啊！
对不起，
是因为我真的爱他们，
真的太在乎了，
我还学不会安息在主的怀中，
帮助我，
好让我灵尊主为大，
对，你大过所有的问题。。
当大海翻腾波涛汹涌
我与你展翅暴风上空
父你仍作王在洪水中
我要安静知你是神。。
对我很困难
但对某些人
好像喝水一样简单
付诸于四年的心血、时间、泪水，
是个人的定义不同？
还是他们没有经历过？
我相信领袖的决定
这也是我服事他们的原动力，
当初的一句话，
“以后他们就是带领另一半青少年的。 ”
上帝啊！
对不起，
是因为我真的爱他们，
真的太在乎了，
我还学不会安息在主的怀中，
帮助我，
好让我灵尊主为大，
对，你大过所有的问题。。
当大海翻腾波涛汹涌
我与你展翅暴风上空
父你仍作王在洪水中
我要安静知你是神。。
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