Sorry i dunno..

Had a deep talk wif yuen last week,

talk about her life, studies, family, relationship..

the gal who said would not coupled during studies.

Guess wat? now she is the first to couple..funny rite?

We were discussing about everyone in class,

suddenly she told me..

"me and jojo can't figure out actually what type of person you are?"

Yesterday, Mannee and I went for Mcd..(GCB burger-salt is too cheap is it?)

haha..same situation come to her..

haha...we 2 memang same cell group de.

both of us quite cold-blooded compared to ting and li..tis is true..

How is my character?

What type of person I am?

Answer: "Unknown"

maybe..

hehe..dunno y i have such feeling..

someday maybe...

I'll dissapeared

hoho..feel like going somewhere..

whereby no stress,skul, fren, family...

and hide myself......

放心。。

细拉，
我时常必须学习的功课。
有些事，
我已经尽力了，
就该把它交托给神。。。

进入一个从来没尝试的事，
害怕+忧虑+担忧。。
一直环绕我，
告诉我，
“你不行的。”
“你看，别人做得比较好，你还是等等吧！”

但是，
星期三，
一个感动让我跟几个基督徒朋友分享，
你做因为你爱神，
当你把主权交给神，
你所做的自然事半功倍，
因为是神在做工。。
其实是对我自己说的。。

从今天起，
我要学习依靠他，
不管是考试，服事，家庭，
神，你来做工；
我祷告摇动你的手。。。。

wat i need juz a CAR....

Juz a little small tuition for maths,
mon noon,puchong nite kl fri and sat(church prayer and ministry)
all class being filled except mannee's class..
i onli got a choice...
go for the mon nite class..8-10.30pm...
walau e...
even my dad is rapid kl owner also impossible la...
y muz all the time so beautiful?
y muz all the place so near?
ss2 ar...not pcs2 le...
my bro wouldn't willing to be my driver...
my dad, impossible for him to be so susah for me..
i called bro tze hoe, he off on mon...
i ask sin li's dad, not confirm every week...
.
.
..........................................

God, i am fed up and frustrated wif life like this...
i am not asking a car for entertainment or fun..
but at least i can use it for good purpose,
fetch myself and ppl to church,
fetch myself to tuition,
fetch my family...............
i need a car, Lord...........

成长，学习

什么样的话最得人心？

什么样的话不应该从我口中出来？

什么样的形象我应该有？

什么样的生活是我应该追求？

什么样的成绩我应该得到？

答案：“不知道”

最近上网的目的很简单，

两个字：“接触”

特地的跟一些人说话，

想了解他们多一些，

整个小组我只认识几个年青人，

脑中不断浮现问题，

“他们需要的是什么？”

“他们会不会不喜欢这个小组？”

“他跟那个人比较好谈吧！？”

我的自卑感原来一直没离开过，

只是藏在我的最深处，

没有显现出来罢了。。。。

尤其看见其他小组的关系越来越密切，

看见其他小组那么深的根基。。。。

主啊，

我需要你。

需要你的肯定，

只要你一句“well done",

对我而言，就很够了，

我需要更多的聪明智慧，

我需要更多的能力，

我知道这是你要我学习的功课，

可是没有你的指导，

我没有办法做成的。。。。。