我是说真的。。。

其实，
真的很想告诉你，
刚刚所说的话都是我的真心话，
很想sms你，
告诉你我的感觉；
如果真的要你选，
你会选谁呢？
百般的疑问，
在我心里打转，
好烦啊。。。。。。

有人说
时间是最好冲淡一切的方法，
不过好像跟我想象的不一样。。。。。

Making Choices~~

Which should i choose?
Taman Negara or Bayu?
Youth camp or Sixth form?
Can someone tell me what to do......

Bye~~my best fren..

My best fren... Hosanna...

Today she will go back to Johor,

for the training for "jing bing"

really very not willing to let her go,

quite sad about her leaving...

Actually i don't really know her for long time,

but dunno why I can become friend with her...

till we know each other story,

each other family background...

surprisingly i realize we have a similar part,

that is we both dun have "father",

she lost her father when she was young,

and I live like no father,

never talk to him.......................

Our only father that can rely on is our Father Lord...

She also have the same feeling with me when the first time we step into Philadelphia Church,

tat is this is my family,

this is my home,

this place is my shelter,

the warm feeling in my heart make me stay in church till today.....

Just wan to tell her,

she really play an important role in my life,

like an angel in my life,

thank God for putting her in my life,

even just three months.....

she always comforting me,

helping me whenever I need help,

always giving me advice,

indeed she understand me more than any friends of mine,

like last time my leader did to me......

this two days i was trying to hold my tears,

stopping it from coming out..............................

but i failed,

during dream factory,

and sunday service when pastor prayed 4 her.............

My friend,

all the best in the coming soon training programme,

hope you enjoy it,

and come back with more anointing and blessing....

Although my heart hope you can stay,

but i know there is a better plan for you,

i will wait for you to return to us.

You have promised us must come back after two months de....

You will returned to attend the graduation day of the dream factory

Anointing prayer

NECF combined prayer,

the theme of "Love your neighbour"

glad to have Pastor Philip Mantofa with us...

We are late on tat day,

no choice we have to go for another wisma level 5,

i have never went to level 5 even during this two years A4J conference,

GUESS WAT?

the message sent by God was so anointed till all of us in level 5,

cry till no more image,

from the image sent I can feel how much God love Malaysia..

YES! God really love Malaysia very much.

He has a better plan for Malaysia...

Before this i keep asking God,

God,

why can't our country have revival like Taiwan/Indonesia,

why we need to live in a muslim country,

why................................................................

..........................................................................................................................

The answer:

Because i born in here,

And i born again at here.....Malaysia

message from God:

1. Don't only pray but you have to act out

2. Don't just listen to sermon, but listen to the message from God

3. We have to save soul as there is no tomorrow

4. Different churches must always pray for each other and helping each other

Yeah....

think this is the lesson God want me to learn...

At night, having supper with Pastor meng and meilin jie,

and they were discussing about the combined prayer...

really it is a different night,

a very anointed combined prayer...

Day to OUG~~

actually the 7 girl guides committee planned to go Petaling Street，
since 2 get sick,2 cannot go,
so only left me, en, and snoopy....
I was shocked, suddenly all cannot go....

thank God I told Poh Li wat I want,
and she willing to bring three of us went the shop called "Mr.D.I.Y"
the shop really consists of a lot of cheap and cutie things tat we need..
sumore bring us to the pan mee food stall which opened by her aunt...
which recommended by chui ling in the tv programmed called "1 Day 5 Meal"
really nice and worthy...
It looks small and although we all order small,
but the portion is quite big actually..




finally we also come out wif an idea and budget,
didn't wasted our time just go there and do nothing..
really hope can help the girl guide to earn more money for community work...
yet still appreciate all my good helpers as they had tried their best to contribute for the event...
thx for Poh Li, Hui En, Sheen Yeen, Ping Yeng, Suet Ying, Pui Yee, Shirley......

number changing~~

soli frenz for any confusing..
due to the hotlink youth club package was so attractive,
it offer 1 cent for message to any maxis or hotlink number,
so i decided to ask mannee to buy the number 4 me...

so now i still got two number
(1)digi: 010-2944280
(2)hotlink: 017-6470171

心里话。。

其实，哥去英国，
送行的那一天，超想哭，
第一次被他抱在怀里。。。

他一转身，我看见了。。。
妈妈，不停的擦拭眼泪；
佩璇姐，也忍得好辛苦，变得沉默；
而我，
脑里开始出现和他的画面，
从小时候，
打架骂架，
我们一起帮妈妈庆生的日子。。

记得有一次，
他误会了我，
他叫我帮他洗东西，
我答应了，可是刚起身要洗时，
他回来看见了，
就误会说我为了敷衍他。。
心好难过。。。。。。。。。。

有一次他出门，
跟我说了一句活，
让我好感动，
“妹，我出门了，你好好看家哦。。”
他一走，我的眼泪瞬间落下。。。。

他走了，
虽然不是很长时间，
但总觉得家里少了些什么，
我想这就是血浓于水吧！！！
平时他总在你身旁，
一旦不在了，
又开始想念了。。。。

我想，
我的家开始改变了，
心理的渴求：
每个人看见我的改变，
会觉得耶稣你真是个好东西，
让我妹/女儿改变了。。。
好想一家人一起服事。。。
但我知道，
要从我开始，
我必须学习建一座坛给神。。。。